Kissingxyouxisxaxgame's Journals

Myspace

URL:www.myspace.com/rainbow_suicides

last name:Ligon

e-mail:nialigon@yahoo.com

DO NOT e-mail me...i never check it

Um...Im Leaving

Yeah!

So...Im Leaving

Nobody evah talks 2 me on here....so yeh

I'll Post my myspace on here!

So yeh!

um...dnt care if u read this...

Bye!!!

I just ask why and wonder

Why do you treat me this why?
dont you love me?
I really do try
I hate when you push me away
Like im Not even there
i feel so unloved n betrayed
i suficading, wheres the air?
why do you do these...these things to yourself?
does my love mean nothing?
Know, when you kill yourself, you also killmyself
I put myself so low so you feel high
But what you dont know is the way i feel low
your the reason im alive
No Matter how much you sew
the whole gets bigger and bigger
i fucking hate this
im sicker
i need a blessive bliss
do you want this?
why?
you make me lie, you make me cry
i just dont wana lose you
i love you
your my friend, my secret, my mistake
my lover, my destiney, my fate
why? why? why?
words mean nothing
birds stop flying
the world is crashing
its bashing,smashing,flashing
my life is trashing
i dont know what things mean anymore
is this right?
i keep asking
why i keep masking
so, why do you treat me this?
is it to make yourself low for me?
or is it cuz you lower yourself for others?
i guess its true, do you really love me?

xoxo-Your Friend,

Kat

Im Sorry...I've been...Bleh

I've been Really Very Sick

N sorry I havent been on

skool is mean n retarded

i throw up on myslef n my world just like feel apart

this ~~Bitch~~ girl i didnt like was laughing at me after that happened n i went up to her n ~~throw up in her fucking face, then she screamed n tired 2 run away, but she slipped on my throw up~~ told her to shut the fuck up.

Everyone stared at me the rest of the day to...like something was wrong w/ me or something

Im just sick...but idk why

I just am

the principle lady had the nerve to ask ~~if i had sex, or have been doin' drugs lately.~~ ~~i looked her right in the face n told her to fuck off~~ if i was feeling ok lately.

anyways, how was everyones Holidays?

btw my B-day(sweet 16) is on the 18th of this month.

im having a little party i guess...its gona be the shizzle nizzle

n btw...anyone have a favorite song or band on there playlist they can introduce to me?

I need a new band 2 listen too

Lately i've listening 2 'The Spill Canvas' 'Escape the Fate' 'Anberlin' 'Aiden' 'Hollywood Undead' 'Ateryu' n bands like that

so if u guys have any other "Undicsovered" Bands like that limmie knw

n send me a msg if u wana knw my number, or if u wana gimmie er number.

I'll call when I can

n I'll make anyone a sign if u make me one back

UNADD ME RIGHT NOW IF I DROP U NOTE BUT U NEVER FUCKING REPLY!!!!!!!!!

It pisses me off so much

i have plenty of stories n poems, if you wana read them tell me...n I'll post them

How do I get Buzznet Famous?

i want a band...im getting special lessons for my voice, i'll post something 4 u guys...so u knw how i sound n how my voice sounds

Honestly nothing Speacial

Im Missy so fucking much...UGH!

I dont call it single any more...its called "Being Alone"

I LOVE THE "I MUST BE EMO" SONG!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AdASTkfi91E&NR=1

Yeh! I knw its kinda mean...but me n my frienjd randomly sing out lyrcus to that song.

n plus...i knw that SOOO not true

N fer hair....i got the hook up

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dNFI9bN-cNc

She does amazing hair...n perfect taste in Music!â™¥

so yeh

Arrivederci

AdiÃ³s

Au revoir

Adeus

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Im Sick

so yeh i havent been on much, cuz im sick the flu so yeh idk when i'll be on so yeh ask me 4 my number n we can talk over the phone if i can even talk n yeh im really sorry um...so see yeh around i guess... n plus im kind busy w/ school n all... im not leaving...just i wont be on as much im cutting off my notes...msg me mkay? i'll put my notes back when im feeling better i promise lol I love you all! *hugz n kisses* â™¥â™¥â™¥ Katerinaâ™¥Katherine

This makes me cry...its like all i ever wantedâ™¥

45 things a girl wants but wont ask for 1.Touch her waist. 2.Actually talk to her. 3.Share secrets with her. 4.Give her 1 of your sweat shirts. 5.Kiss her slowly. ---------------------------------------------------------------- Are you remembering this? --------------------------------------------------------------- 6.Hug her. 7.Hold her. 8.Laugh with her. 9.Invite her somewhere. 10.Hangout with her and your friends together. And dont ingore her. --------------------------------------------------------------- KEEP READING --------------------------------------------------------------- 11.Smile with her. 12.Take pictures with her. 13.Pull her onto your lap. 14.When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15.When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved. ---------------------------------------------------------------- Are you thinking of someone? ---------------------------------------------------------------- 16.Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her. 17.Kiss her unexpectedly. 18.Hug her from behind around the waist. 19.Tell her she's beautiful. 20.Tell her the way you feel about her. 21.Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman. 22.Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it. 23.If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her 24.Make her feel loved. 25.Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know 26.DON'T lie to her 27.DONT cheat on her !!! 28.Take her ANYWHERE she wants 29.Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school} and how much you MISS her. 30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you. ---------------------------------------------------------------- ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT ---------------------------------------------------------------- 31.Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too. 32.When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her. 33.Kiss her on the CHEEK (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her) 34.While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY. 35.Dont EVER tell her to leave even joking or act like you're mad. 36.When people DISS her, stand up for her 37.Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her. (ONLY IF YOU MEAN IT) 38.Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle 39.When walking next to each other grab her HAND. 40.When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible (MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED) 41.Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS 42.COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears. 43.Take her for LONG walks at night. 44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her, and don't be afraid to fall in love with her if she's special. 45. if you break up but still like her, dont act like a jerk. be a man and do something about it. repost this in 20 sec ...or you will lose the one you care about the most! Guys Repost: i would do this for her girls repost as: 45 things a girl wants but wont ask for (i think i'd have a better chance killing myself then ever have this happen to me. any one wana make it happen 4 me?)

Love/Hate

Love

its something you get sick of

something you hate

yet something you can appreciate

its something you cry,lie,and fight about

its something true, you may wana doubt

words come out

"Fuck You"

is what you really mean is

"I Love you"

so lets take all this pain, this suffering, this Hate

and take it to someone who will appreciate

Hate

a strong word

its used so much, so much it might be blurred

the fighting, the cussing

the crying, the cutting

all about the word Hate

but what does is really mean?

it just cuts hearts in between

it makes me scream

its something you cant appreciate

so...why do we use the word Hate?

To my crowd of people who actually read my poems...1 question:

is it good?

so does it suck?

n if you wana use it...please dont just steal it...limmie knw first...kay?...â™¥

What am i?...â™¥

what am i?

to you, to me?

you say im Beautiful, your wrong. you lie

you make it look easy like: 1,2,3 A,B,C

i say i hate you, your a monster

what i really mean is i love you, i need you, im nothing

you say "im the monster? i dont need you. your a blurr"

i cry, you curse

what am i?

you play me like im some kind of game

blonde,skinny,beautiful, all the same

i cut i cry,i drink i smoke,i linger i lie

whats so special about me, then her

im a mistake,a screw up,a mess,a fuck up

you...you ruin these girls lives

you came along, and really saved mine

i dont wana hate you, i dont wana love you

i wana ask you a simple little question...

what am i?

How I feel when Im lonely...â™¥

How i feel when im alone
very cold
in a corner, dreaming in my every own dead zone
i wana stand up, i wana be bold
i wana show who i am
but then the door suddently slamed
shaking, crying
over and over again trying
inside slowing dying
i wish you were there
all thoughs nights
my lungs can no longer breath your air
all this dreams, chances, lights
turn slowly into darkness, shapes, and frights
if only, if only
you knew how i feel when im lonely...â™¥

Katerinaâ™¥Katherine

Umm...Im sorry

so yeh

i need to say sorry..

cuz i am

n um...thnk 2 every1

n um...yeh

again

not like non of u care

but yeh

ILY Gladyz...â™¥

n Velmare(idk if we're gona be together long...stupid Kayla)

lol

well, yeh

um...i guess have a great life w/out me

no1 ever talks 2 me so i get th point...â™¥

â™¥Katerinaâ™¥katherineâ™¥